The Kilmartin Glen Stone meditation you led immediately following your announcement of the time change was truly amazing.
But it felt to me like maybe i had "gone too far" in what I'd asked of you.
If not when i asked you (and then when i responded so briefly after the power of that nourishing, healing, introspecting, amazing session had concluded), then perhaps in my attempt to provide an initial half-hearted email apology (i mean, my whole heart wanted me to express something, but i fear i leaked out much more than was appropriate, perhaps compounding any issue i'd already begun to create with "infecting" the pure nature of _coming home_ with detritus that contaminated the space and maybe was more upsetting than you felt comfortable holding).
In any case, I'll provide space now for you and the others, and not show back up again for _coming home_ until the week of 9/23 (if it even happens that week?). And if you'd prefer, i can stay away much longer.
with regret and sorrow for perhaps having overstepped, overasked, overshared, and also
@Schuyler, i did send you another email (finally!) to your gmail, a day or two ago, though it's possible it might have been stuck in SPAM (i don't try to maintain mail-admin hygiene practices as diligently as i ought to on my vanity domain from which i sent it) --- no response needed at all, but i did want to try to "close the loop" on some of the details around the above (and there was one very important one that i only discovered quite recently which contributed to my "angst" a couple weeks ago).
The Kilmartin Glen Stone meditation you led immediately following your announcement of the time change was truly amazing.
But it felt to me like maybe i had "gone too far" in what I'd asked of you.
If not when i asked you (and then when i responded so briefly after the power of that nourishing, healing, introspecting, amazing session had concluded), then perhaps in my attempt to provide an initial half-hearted email apology (i mean, my whole heart wanted me to express something, but i fear i leaked out much more than was appropriate, perhaps compounding any issue i'd already begun to create with "infecting" the pure nature of _coming home_ with detritus that contaminated the space and maybe was more upsetting than you felt comfortable holding).
In any case, I'll provide space now for you and the others, and not show back up again for _coming home_ until the week of 9/23 (if it even happens that week?). And if you'd prefer, i can stay away much longer.
with regret and sorrow for perhaps having overstepped, overasked, overshared, and also
with so much gratitude,
~c
thank you
for the sake of anyone else reading, now that i know my guess was wrong (i'd hoped it was), i'll be there this Tuesday if i possibly can :-]
@Schuyler, i did send you another email (finally!) to your gmail, a day or two ago, though it's possible it might have been stuck in SPAM (i don't try to maintain mail-admin hygiene practices as diligently as i ought to on my vanity domain from which i sent it) --- no response needed at all, but i did want to try to "close the loop" on some of the details around the above (and there was one very important one that i only discovered quite recently which contributed to my "angst" a couple weeks ago).
much love
thx!
thinking about all that you responded with this morning
letting it percolate for now...
but much appreciated